Elizabeth Morgan – Audition Coach

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I’ve never been able to completely define tech week to the civilians in my life.

ME:  I’m sorry.  It’s tech week.
THEM:  What’s that?
ME:  It’s when we add the lights and sound and band and all the technical stuff.
THEM:  Fun! (alternately) Oh.
ME:  Oh, yeah well it’s very exciting yes.  It’s just…really exhausting.
THEM:  Why?
ME:  BECAUSE!

Just one more ephemeral thing about theatre, I guess.

Still, it doesn’t have to be QUITE so exhausting.  It just takes a little organization and preparation to help keep things to a dull roar.

The idea of Stage Managing Yourself is very applicable to Tech Week in particular.  The actual Stage Manager is going through a metamorphosis.  She is learning to run the show, call the cues, and generally be the practical head honcho.  The point is, there isn’t a lot of time for actor bullshit.  Cue to Cue is always a bit of a reality check.

YOU:  To be or not to be, that is the-
STAGE MANAGER: HOLD.
(Pause)
Okay, take it from the same spot.
YOU:  To be or not to-
STAGE MANAGER: HOLD!
YOU:  Cripes.
STAGE MANAGER:  Quiet on stage!

Lest we get cranky, let me tell you from experience, as nervous as you are for opening night, the Stage Manager has not only you to think about, but also all the designers who are relying on her perfectly timed cues to realize their vision.  It’s a load to carry.

But in the words of the great Lena Horne:

It’s not the load that breaks you down, it’s the way you carry it.

The Craft

Source: Columbia Pictures

I find that, for me, Tech Week begins the weekend before at my home.  I do absolutely as much preparation as I can.  The following, it should be noted, is simply how I do it.  It won’t work for everyone.

But for me…

FIRST THINGS FIRST

Let’s start with what you have.  Go through your script and de-messify it.  Look for any notes you’ve written to yourself during the process.  Take an inventory of your rehearsal bag and supplies.  What shape is everything in?  Do you need a refill on kleenex? Mints? lozenges? ADVIL?  Make a list and check it twice.

CLOTHING

You may be thinking, um, costume?  You finally don’t have to worry about what to wear?

For my life, I require a certain level of dress for the rest of my life, and when I’m at tech, I want to be as comfy as possible.  Still there are certain requirements.  Lighting designers prefer, if you are doing cue to cue out of costume, that you wear dull colors or neutrals when onstage.  No white, no black, and no bold stuff like neons or reds.  True, some designers don’t really care, but some do.  There are lots of exceptions to this (But my costume is black!)  Still, it’s worth noting.

The point is, having a plan for your wardrobe let’s you sleep a longer and helps you avoid the Tech Week Mad Search for Clean Underwear or the dreaded, but we’ve all been there, undies inside out rewear.  It’s no good, people.  Rare is the actor who gets to Opening Night with clean laundry.

Except you!

Warning:  The following is about to seem very anal retentive.  It is.  And it’s all in the name of getting as much rest as possible during tech week

Source: NBC

Shall we begin?

First grab your calendar and take a look at what sort of outfits you are going to need for tech week, day and evening, don’t leave anything out.  Note if a trip to the dry cleaner is in order.

Then for each starting now through opening night, make an outfit plan for each day down to socks, undies and accessories.

Once you’ve got the plan, gather the items.  Do any laundry you need to, and iron anything that is wrinkled.  Then put the outfits together, a hanger or two per day.  I even, wow I can’t believe I’m admitting this, label the hangers for the day of the week.  In my defense, I have to say I can’t believe how much time and energy this saves.  Our reserves are low during tech week, and the search for a rogue clothing item can be a make it or break it moment, emotionally.  Not that I have experienced that.  Not at all.

For further philosophy on making the most of your wardrobe, check out the fashion blogger practice of “Remixing”.  I particularly dig this challenge from Kendi of Kendi Everyday.

Sigh.
Moving on.

FOOD

I feel this is the most important category when discussing tech week.  Not just because food is awesome and I love it and I want to eat it all the time, but because it has a direct effect on our energy levels and our personal sustainability.  Unfortunately, right when we need high quality fuel the most, we are the least capable of procuring it.  Especially with that sub shop right next door to the theatre, Bless them.

Not only that, we are sleep deprived and our defense are down and melty cheesy things are what we are craving.  Plus, as much as our higher intention is to calmly savor healthy stuff, we don’t even have the time to enjoy the crappy stuff. Plus we need our food TO GO.  YESTERDAY.  On top of that, show me a theatre person who can afford to drop ten bucks per night on dinner?  You’re looking at close to 60 or 70 dollars by the end of the week, and THAT could have been drinking money for the cast party!  PRIORITIES.

So what’s an actor to do?

Prep work.

I’ve done extensive research over the years on eating healthily and cheaply during the rehearsal period.  While at some point, I admit, a Vito from Jimmy Johns is inevitable (I’m a vegetarian except for Italian subs.  What.)  most of the time I can manage some semblance of a healthy, tech friendly diet on the go.

Here are some suggestions:

  • Bean salads:  They are hearty, flavorful, full of protein, and you can make them Sunday morning and they are good all week.
  • Jar Salads:  Mason jars magically seem to keep romaine lettuce really crisp and fresh for extended periods of time.  Here’s how I do it.  I start with a vinaigrette in the bottom of the jar (I just whisk together lemon juice, a sploosh of white wine or red wine vinegar, a tsp of Dijon mustard, salt pepper.  Then I slowly whisk in olive oil to taste.)  Then I throw in heartier salad ingredients: fresh green beans, carrots, onions (marinating onions in the dressing takes the sting out a little.  Perhaps avoid if you have a make out scene), beans, olives.  Then I add in slightly less hearty items:  celery, fruits, nuts (they can get soggy), seeds, bell peppers.  Then I cram in as much romaine as possible.  When I’m ready to eat, I shake the shit out of the jar, and I’m good to go.  They really do last all week.  You can also throw in a hard boiled egg right before you shake, or anything else particularly perishable.
  • Sandwiches:  Obv.
  • Smoothies:  You can make them up.  Freeze them.  They’ll thaw on the way to the theatre.
  • Cheese and Crackers with a side of veggies and hummus.  Super easy to pack ahead of time.
  • Leftover Pizza:  If you order veggie with thin crust and light on the cheese, it’s not horrible for you.
  • Ploughman’s lunch:  Think picnic on the Thames.  A hunk of crusty bread.  A nice high quality chunk o’cheese (or two), dried fruits, fresh fruits, nuts.  You’ll miss the wine, yes.  If you need more protein, try some rotisserie chicken.
  • Baked Potatoes:  If the theatre has a micro, you can bake regular or sweet potatoes ahead of time and then just nuke them when you get there.  Portion your fave toppings into baggies so you can just grab and go.
  • Pasta or Grain Salad:  Choose lots of hearty veggies, marinated veggies and a vinaigrette base, and it lasts all week.  Avoid things like spinach, fresh tomatoes (go with sun-dried), or any other particularly wilty things.  One recipe I dig is a barley salad.  You cook barley.  Cool it.  Then throw in lemon juice, minced garlic, olive oil, chopped fresh dill, and salt and pepper to taste.  You can throw on cucumber or snap peas or anything else you want.
  • Roasted veggies:  You can roast stuff like potatoes, carrots, radishes, butternut squash, brussels sprouts with some olive oil and sea salt on Sunday.  Then throw them into to go containers and eat them cold or warmed up.  It sounds gross.  I love it.  Maybe it’s still gross, but whatever.

I also find having little baggies of nuts, grapes, string cheese, pretzels, etc. can be very convenient when nights get late.

MAKEUP, HAIR and GLITTER

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Getting my MAC pro card was one of the best moments of my life.  I have this ritual around tech where I make my pilgrimage to MAC to stock up my kit.  It’s therapeutic.  Then I pop into Ulta and Sally Beauty for the rest.  Although hair and makeup design can change quickly during tech, and theatres often supply hairspray, wig caps, pins and the like, I like my own stuff.  I know what works for me, and I know what makes me feel better when I’m performing.  Little annoyances, like a bad wig cap, hairspray with a bad fragrance, tights that bunch, all add up and intensify by 200% when you get onstage.  A hair in your face on the bus ain’t no thang.  A hair in your face during Rose’s Turn can derail the whole the thing if it were to poke you in the eye or something.

Just have what you need.  And be flexible once you get there.  If there is a problem you can solve yourself, fix it.

Currently, I am on the lookout for the perfect set (or two…MT people feel me) of hot rollers.  Holler if you want to talk about it.

MOVING IN

Source: BBC News

Sometimes tech week is the first time in the actual theatrical space.  Even if it isn’t, this is the time the actors move from the House into the Dressing Room.  Over the years, I’ve started to make myself right at home in the dressing room.  I even bring a robe, people.  Why not?  I bring extra makeup mirrors, fun little doodads to hang on my mirror.  I like it old school style. I bring a kettlejug so I can have tea if my voice gets tired, and other actors like having hot water available too.    Knowing what you like to have on hand in the dressing room can be the difference between smooth sailing and discomfort.  It’s going to be your home away from home for several weeks, if not months, or even years in some cases.  Might as well make it your own!

THE PLEDGE OF MONKLIKE EXISTENCE

There are two ways to approach tech week: like a party, or like a cloister.  I find that tech week is when I really start to bond with my fellow castmates and the temptation to hang out after is strong.  It’s a personal choice.  Most of the time, I choose more sleep.  1.  I can be a bit of an ice queen.  2.  I don’t LIKE emotionally breaking down from lack of sleep, but it will happen if I’m not careful.  3.  Lack of sleep, bad diet, and prolonged irritation is a breeding ground for an opening night cold.

So, that Sunday morning before tech starts (or Friday night, or what have you) I make a little pledge to myself.  “I hereby solemnly swear I will keep my shit together this week, get as much sleep as possible, if possible, eat as well as I can, and generally treat myself with care.  I will shun socializing after hours and do what I can to make this process as smooth as possible with the understanding that opening night, I am going to drink.  Perhaps a lot.  With friends.  And sleep in the next day.  Amen.”

THE ONE TIME CRY OF UTTER DISDAIN

I had a castmate who told me about this little tech tip.  She said that during tech, each actor, crew member, stage manager or member of the artistic staff is allowed to openly bitch once and once only using the following sentence:
“THIS IS F*CKING BULLSHIT!”

But only once.
I actually love this practice.  It works.  It makes you realize that annoyances happen and we all have to get through this week together.  However, the anticipation that builds around your ONE chance to cry out your grievances unexpectedly adds a sense of humor to the proceedings.  You will say, this is it!  I’m going to do it.  And your castmates will delight in the moment someone finally shouts, THIS IS F*CKING BULLSHIT!  And then the tension is released, and you can all go about your business.  Sure, this adds up to about 30 “f*cking bullshits” over the course of a week, but we both know a mere 30 would a much more pleasant environment make.  This is a lot of artists under pressure in tight quarters.  Strategies are in order

PATIENCE, MY DARLING

Look, it’s going to be a long week, but misery isn’t inevitable.  You’ve got things to do.  Lines to look over.  Actors get weeks to rehearse.  Designers get a couple days.  Stage Managers have to transfigure themselves.  And directors have to let it go.  Be flexible and hell, have fun!  Watching the show take shape, hearing those sound cues for the first time, that magical moment of singing with the band are magical moments.

STAGE MANAGE YOURSELF- THE ANTITHESIS

I stand by every word I’ve written in the Stage Manage Yourself installments.  It’s true.  It’s just best to have your shit together.  We do better work when we have the right tools.

But the irony is, I launched this series last summer at the pinnacle of me not having my shit together.  I was in rehearsal.  I had launched a business.  I was matron of honor in my sister’s wedding. My grandfather had passed away recently.  I’m married and I’m never home .  I had a stack of plays taller than me I need to read.  I was trying to see shows that friends were in.  I had no clean clothing.  I was drinking a very large glass of bourbon and watching back episodes of Louis while I recovered from bawling because it was suggested I may have misplaced the floss, when in actually I hadn’t really eaten in six days because I was feeling overwhelmed and what’s the point of flossing?

I don’t tell you this because to commiserate.  I tell you this because I know you know what I’m talking about.

So…I’m no Martha Stewart.

I get it.  Sometimes you can’t always have your shit together.

And…that’s okay.  We’re artists.  We feel vulnerable.  We make shit up.  We see shit that isn’t there.  We get paranoid.  We panic. We think we are irrelevant.  We feel forgotten quickly.

Sometimes tech week comes when your parents are in town.  Sometimes the big audition happens the same day as your bosses’ big presentation at work (that YOU don’t give a shit about, and yet having electricity and a roof over your head keeps you focused.)

And you know what?  Dude.  It’s cool.  Here are all the things I’ve done (at least that I’m comfortable telling you here) that were the result of doing a lot of theatre at the same time as trying to function as a human:

  • Got in a fight with my husband that ended in me crying and him saying “I’m sorry I don’t take your moles seriously”
  • Putting the coffee pot in the fridge
  • Crying in my car for no reason
  • Wearing my friends underwear
  • eating ricolas for dinner
  • Drinking only diet coke for two weeks
  • laughing at a Jeff Foxworthy joke
  • eating subway for three meals in a row
  • peeling eyelash glue off my eyes three days after the fact
  • paying my gas bill for an apartment I don’t live in anymore
  • never going to bed because that means it’s tomorrow
  • Eating pudding cups and bologna sandwiches for a week straight
  • Not showering.  For extended periods of time.
  • wearing the same outfit to work two days in a row (different accessories.  They never said a word)
  • Making your understudy go on just for your dance number because you are “afraid you might poop.”
  • napping on furniture backstage

And I’m not the only one.  I had a friend stop by and the first she did when she walked in the door was borrow my deodorant.

I get that.

But one thing I can promise is somehow, you get through it.  Somebody backstage will wipe your tears and shove you on for your number.  You will perform even when you feel like you’re going to die.  People forgive.  You discover your depths.

So maybe your rehearsal bag doesn’t have shout wipes or tampons.  Somebody else’s will.  And even when shit is bad.  Really bad.  Even when the show can’t go on.  You’re not alone.
Somebody’s been through it.

So yes, stage manage yourself.  But give yourself a break.  You’re doing it! You’re out there doing it.  If somebody makes a negative comment, or you feel inadequate, I quote one of my favorite comedians:

It is just about the easiest thing in the world to criticize something.  You know you just move your little finger, “click” don’t like.  You don’t need to have googly eyes or pipe cleaners to do that.  You know, if you sing out your Batman poetry to a largely hostile Barnes and Noble crowd…if you think doing a nude clown opera, you write it, you cast it, and you actually f*cking do it?? That doesn’t show you’re insane.  That shows the symptoms of being hard working and being a huge success. – Maria Bamford

You’re doing it, dude.  Keep on keeping on.

And finally, thank your Stage Manager, would ya?

This post wraps up my series Stage Manage Yourself.  I hope it’s been useful for you.  Please add your tech, rehearsal, and prep tips in the comments!  We’re all in this together.

Much love,

Your Audition Coach


Michael Bennett and the cast of A Chorus Line in rehearsal – 1975

You did it!  You got the gig.  Congratulations!

Now, to rehearse.

Rehearsals, of course, can consist of the most studious table work to downright physical challenge.  It helps to be prepared to run the gamut.  In this series called Stage Manage Yourself, I’m looking at preparing yourself as an Actor through the practical eyes of a Stage Manager.

The philosophy of the Stage Manage Yourself Series is:

  • Define your process. 
  • Create your ideal conditions. 
  • Have what you need.

In this post, I try to span my coverage for an actor who is just starting out to an old theatrical salt.  Pick and choose as you like, and please tell me about your system!  I’m fascinated to learn how other actors get it done.

Rock on.

My Stage Manager’s Handbook says the following:

The rehearsal process of a show is a period of constant exploration, re-adjustment, improvement, and accommodation…There are many varieties of rehearsal periods, and every director works in a different way.

(There is, in fact, an entire chapter entitled “The First Rehearsal.”  Seriously, just get a stage manager’s handbook.  Really and truly.  It’s invaluable. )

But first, before we delve into supplies and such,  let’s talk about you.

How are ya?  Did ya have a good day?  Did you have a bad one?  How’s life?  The answers to these questions will change on a daily basis, and that’s why I bring them up.  Good or bad, you have to leave your day at the door of the rehearsal room.  Theatre/Acting/Art is a job unlike any other and to be able to practice it at it’s highest level, you have to be able to function in the world that you and your castmates and the production team are creating.  Your bad public transportation experience or even the most joyous romantic encounter of your life has very little place in the rehearsal room if it’s a distraction to you or others.

A pretty typical rehearsal space (Source – UW Green Bay)

That said, we’re all human.  If life sucks right now, it sucks right now.  Just do your best to be present and do your work.  Anna Deveare Smith, in her wonderful book Letters to a Young Artist, talks about her pre-rehearsal ritual which is to literally sweep the room.  It’s a way to clear the space of it’s previous use, an indicator to all involved that work is about to begin, and a personal warm-up exercise. Smith says,

My favorite thing to do in teaching or directing is to sweep the floor before class or rehearsal starts.  For us it’s important because we will be working in bare feet.  Also it’s important to actually, physically have the image of us taking our space.

At the risk of sounding a bit woo woo, the rehearsal space is sacred because a group of humans is coming together to create something that wasn’t there before by providing a piece of themselves to be a part of a larger whole.

That’s just another way of saying, Can the attitude, Sweetcakes. It isn’t all about you.  Isn’t that great?  Honestly, it’s so freeing.  You are one part, no matter how big or small your role, of creating an amazing whole.  Theatre is a Group Project writ large.

It isn’t about you.

However, YOU are responsible for you.  So let’s talk about YOU in actual rehearsal.  Obviously, each rehearsal process is as unique as the proverbial snowflake, so I’ve organized this discussion into the different potential types of rehearsal. In fact, I can think of only one item (aside from the script) that is truly an undeniable and ubiquitous essential:

The Pencil.  You will never have enough.  The Stage Manager will likely provide a supply but do be a dear and just bring some yourself.  Lots.  More than you think you need. You’ll be writing down staging notes, choreography, definitions, beats, transitions, edits and they are all subject to, nay, nearly guaranteed to change.  A lot.  On that note, throw in an eraser, too.

Grace always had a pencil. And wite-out.

Another item I always have in tow is what I call my Rehearsal Kit.  It’s basically just a cosmetics bag with stuff that I don’t always need, but when I don’t have it I’m a mess:  Advil, extra contacts, lady business, lozenges, mints, more pencils, kleenexes, lip balm, and bandaids.  Think of it this way, What would your Mom bring to rehearsal?  That’s what you put in your rehearsal kit.  I actually have three rehearsal kits – one goes in my rehearsal bag, one goes in my audition bag, and one goes in my purse.

Here is the contents:

  • Bobby pins
  • Breath mints
  • Comb/brush/Hairspray
  • Contact solution
  • Dental floss
  • Deodorant
  • Emergen-C or something like it
  • Extra contacts
  • Eye drops
  • Glasses
  • Hair ties
  • Highlighters
  • Lady business (i.e. feminine hygiene products)
  • Lozenges
  • Lotion
  • Pen
  • Pencils
  • Perfume or body spray (nice for sweaty dance rehearsals and physical scenes when you are up in somebody’s business for a few hours)
  • Personal meds (those of us with asthma, etc.)
  • Phone charger
  • Post its
  • Safety pins
  • Small case with Advil, Zyrtec, Benadryl, Tums,etc.
  • Tissues
  • $20 emergency cash (Sometimes you just need a cab)

Thorough, yes, but oh so helpful.

My rehearsal kit and some of its contents.

Now let’s get more specific and talk about the different types of rehearsal.

  • TABLE WORK

For those just starting out, Table Work is the time period usually occurring at the beginning of the rehearsal process, where the cast, director and sometimes designers do read-throughs of the script and hold discussions about specific concepts, contexts, research, and dramaturgy.  It’s a time for the company to come together as a unit and share opinions and begin to make discoveries.  As with any process involve folding table and stacks of papers, table work does have the potential to be a bit boring.  However, at it’s best, table work can be an essential and inspiring time period. Some directors choose to forego table work, preferring to explore the text with actors “on their feet.”  (Directors of musical productions, for example, often eschew table work preferring to jump right into music and choreography.)  However, if your rehearsal process includes table work, here are some supplies to consider:

  • Pencils
  • An Eraser
  • Pens
  • Highlighters
  • A Notebook
  • A Binder
  • An Ipad or Tablet or laptop (Great for real time research and easy image sharing)
  • A ruler
  • Folders
  • Glasses (if you need them for reading)
  • Water bottle
  • Three hole punch
  • Stapler
  • Binder clips
  • Paper Clips
  • Post-it notes
  • Sticky flags
  • Kleenexes (Oh the dust in a theatre)
  • A sweater, sweatshirt or wrap because temperatures in theatres and rehearsal spaces can fluctuate wildly

Actors dealing with classical texts may also want to consider plot summaries, analysis, pronunciation dictionaries, different edited texts, and lexicons.  These are items that are investments but invaluable resources.

Attire:

While table work, as you would expect, is largely conceptual and academic (ie NON-physical), it’s best to be prepared for anything.  I recommend always wearing closed-toe shoes that fit well, and clothing you are comfortable moving in, just  a bit.  Jeans can be okay for table work.  No need for a full dance ensemble, but just know that a director might (and, in my experience, often does, very suddenly shoves a table away and says “Enough! I’ve got to see this on its feet.”)  Usually, I just throw a pair of yoga pants in my rehearsal bag, just to be on the safe side.

  • STAGING/BLOCKING

Like any other theatrical situation, staging and blocking rehearsal can range from fairly stagnant movement to full on physical experimentation.  Still, no matter how physically involved, generally you are still clutching a script in your hand.  I usually bind my scripts in a three ring binder, but I will admit, this is bulky and awkward to maneuver while staging.  Some actors choose to spiral bind their scripts at a copy shop.  Sometimes the theatre provides bound copies.  Sometimes you get those wonderful little Dramatists’s or Samuel French books.  Other times you get a stapled copy.  I know some actors who order themselves the published copy of the show (It’s a write-off).  Others make themselves enlarged prints.  It’s up to you how you do it.  The point is, you have the freedom to do it any way you want to.  You could even have several copies of the script for different purposes: line learning, staging, research.

Still, in regards to staging and blocking, guess what you’ll need no matter what?  A PENCIL. This is definitely not the last time I’m going to say that in this post.

BLOCKING NOTES – Coming up with functional shorthand for writing blocking notes saves tons of time and keeps you present during rehearsal.  While it is technically the stage management team’s responsibility to keep the official blocking notes, having clear and specific ones of your own isn’t just the right thing to do, it helps with memorization and the work you do on your script when you aren’t at rehearsal.  Every actor has their own system.  I use one very similar to stage management, but far more basic:

X = Cross

L, R, D, U, C = Left, Right, Down, Up, Center

  • = “of” i.e. “Cross Left of downstage right chair” = XL (.) DSR Chair

– = “to” i.e. “Cross to Harold Hill on third measure” = X – HH m3

I then draw all sort of doodles that represent travel patterns, choreography, and stylized movement.  The beauty is, only the actor writing it needs to know how to read it.

I know some actors, and particularly directors, like to have several copies of the set designers floor plan.  They then make notes using that which is very handy dandy and visually-oriented.  Give it a try!

An example of floor plan blocking notes

Attire:

Enter the rehearsal wear.  Dress comfortably, in clothing that fits well.  This means you shouldn’t be pullin’ and tuggin’ all the time.  If you are self-conscious about parts of your body, find rehearsal wear you can move in that camoflauges what distracts you or makes you feel weird.

Meanwhile, this would be the time that rehearsal skirts, corsets, shoes, hats, and other costume items that you have to “deal” with should start appearing.  If the theatre isn’t able to provide you with either your actual costume piece or a rehearsal version of it, make do and see what you can provide on your own.  It’s all to benefit you and how you move and carry yourself onstage.  Ask yourself what you need or what would help?

This is also the time to begin to make those fun onstage discoveries about your character.  Personal prop and costume ideas may pop up at this time.  Make polite requests.  For example, if you are playing a woman in a piece occuring anytime before 1965, you probably carry a purse and wear gloves.  These are items to begin to use onstage as soon as you can.

This is also the time to consider the frumpy but indisposable character shoe.  To truly be prepared for almost anything, consider four pairs; beige mary-janes, beige t-straps, black mary-janes, and black t-straps.  Varied heel heights can come in handy as well.  Men would do well to have a pair each in beige and black.

Glassware, weaponry, and other bulky, fragile, or awkward items should be considered as well.  As soon as you can get your script out of your hand, and those items into your hand, you will be better off.  That said, designers and production folk need time to acquire these items.  Make your requests and then be patient.  The more unique and specific a prop, the more difficult it is for the production staff to make or acquire it.  Keep personal notes on props, costumes, and entrances and exits.  This will likely change, but it’s nice to have an outline.

  • MUSIC REHEARSALS

Go to 20:45 in this clip to watch Meryl Streep in music rehearsal with Jeanine Tesori. (Also, just watch Theatre of War. Streep.  Brecht.  Rehearsal.)

Music rehearsals are similar to table work in that you are seated most of the time, and dealing with a lot of paper.  They are technical and frankly, can be tedious.  Guess what you need the most?  A PENCIL.  You will be making notes, writing in changes, indicating parts, marking trouble sections.  This all changes very quickly.  Do it in PENCIL.

Other supplies you may want to consider:

  • Pens
  • An eraser
  • Notebook
  • Highlighter
  • Binder or designated folder
  • A recording device (sometimes musical directors require a recording device.)
  • Pitchpipe or keyboard app (for when you find yourself with personal rehearsal time
  • Lozenges
  • Water
  • Honey, throat coat tea, apples or any other throat remedy

Sometimes actors are required to play musical instruments.  As each instrument requires its own supplies, I won’t try to list everything.  Just be clear about what you need.  Bass, cello or other musicians who play bulky or heavy instruments may want to discuss with stage management about safe places to store their equipment.  Having a portable music stand can be invaluable as there just never seem to be enough music stands.

  • PHYSICAL EXPERIMENTATION, FIGHT AND DANCE

Just because you aren’t in a traditional musical, doesn’t mean you won’t be physical.  In fact, one could argue all theatre is physical (but that’s another post).  Fight scenes, group movement, and different styles of theatre demand physical freedom and healthy bodies.

It’s important to have a supply of rehearsal clothing that allows you to work freely.  This can mean many things from tights to sweats and leotards.  Many directors require something of a rehearsal uniform in the sense that want to see you in solid colors that show your physical form and line.  This is not a rare request, and one it makes sense to be prepared for.  That said, these items don’t have to be brand spanking new.  In fact, there is something romantic about dance and rehearsal togs beaten to hell.  Ripped tights, scuffed dance shoes and slashed tee shirts are a few of my favorite things.  As long as they are still able to provide form and comfort, you are in the clear.

Musicals may demand different types of choreography and it is therefore best to have different types of dance shoes on hand.  If you aren’t sure what to bring, feel free to approach stage management even before the rehearsal period begins and ask.  Generally, after callbacks you will have an idea of what to expect, but it’s not unheard of that a quick tap number might be thrown in because, hey, who doesn’t love a tap number?

For fight choreography, it’s important to have fairly close fitting clothes that allow your “opponent” to see your body.  Injuries happen when things aren’t clear. Baggy sweats don’t give your partner crucial information about where your body is at a given moment in time.  However, make sure your clothing is loose enough that you have free and unhindered use of your body. A very accomplished fight-choreographer friend of mine also insists on fighting in the shoes you will be performing in.  Tech week isn’t the time to find out things are slippery.  If you think you might need mats or padding, ask the stage manager or production team if they can accommodate you.

Double Dare or Fight Rehearsal? You tell me.

There are certain specific types of theatrical study and training that are often used as rehearsal techniques.  Suzuki Method, for example, uses a special type of sock (tabi) that is designed for the training method’s floor and ground-oriented percussive work and also as a stabilizer.  Other training methods prefer bare feet.  You may even find yourself in a rehearsal process where the company itself creates a physical vocabulary.  And this, my friends, is why theatre is awesome.  But I digress.

Actors using the Suzuki Method

Consider safety, as well.  It’s highly likely the theatre will have a first aid kit on hand, however if your jazz shoes are giving you a blister, it’s just nice to have some moleskin and a band-aid in your bag.  It’s faster, and the action doesn’t have to stop to accommodate you.  Sometimes different styles of dance will engage parts of your body you had forgotten all about (Ah yes, I have hips.  Now I remember…) and leave you sore for those few days of choreography.  You’ll be glad you’ve got some Advil and Icy Hot in your bag. When things get really intense, lots of actor carry tapes, wraps, and supports as well as knee pads, elbow pads, gloves, cups and dance belts for boys, sports bras for girls, and any variety of braces.  If you need something like this, and you don’t have it?  Ask. (Although, you know, with the cups and the bras…maybe pick that up yourself?)

As an allergy and asthma sufferer, I like to have a couple benadryl and a spare inhaler on hand.  Actors with different physical conditions should have their prescriptions nearby.  Also, even if you’ve filled out an emergency contact form, take the extra step of personally informing stage management if you have a medical issue.  They will be more likely to respond effectively if they know your situation.

  • PRE-TECH RUNS

You’re almost there, but not quite.  The unmitigated stress and exhaustion of tech week has not set in, but that pre-show buzz has.  The main thing here is to take care of yourself.  Get all the sleep you can.  Drink tons of water.  Eat right.  Get your laundry done.  Restock your supplies.  Clean out the trash.  Meditate.  Run your lines.  Sometimes, when I’m really motivated (or when things start to feel out of control) I take what I call The Pledge of Monastic Existence.  It is a temporary time period of piety and smart decisions (because, let’s face it, I cannot behave that way forever).  You just do what it takes to get done what needs to be done.  No partying.  Just work and rest.  You might say, “I pledge to myself two weeks of putting my nose to the grindstone.  I will do what do what it takes to get this show up and running with as much efficiency as possible on my part.”  Sometimes you have to tell your friends and family, “Forgive me, but for two weeks, I’m out of commission.  I will see you on the flip side.”  Most of the time, they understand.  What they don’t understand is when we snap at them and get cranky about shit that downright ain’t their fault and ain’t that big of a deal.  If you need something, ask for it.

But back to rehearsal:

Attire:  This is where you can begin to hone your rehearsal attire.  Although you are not fully costumed at this time, perhaps you are aware of a quick change that might be easier if your shoelaces were elastic, for example.  Put in your requests to the stage manager now.  The designers will be overwhelmed come tech week.  Request necessary items in a  timely manner.

  • MISCELLANEOUS REHEARSAL:  Workshops and Classes, Understudy, Replacement, Pick Ups, Etc.

This is me backstage at a pickup rehearsal taking things very seriously.

There are three things that go together like the Musketeers:  Farting Around, Grab Ass and Pick-Up Rehearsals.  As fun as dicking around onstage can be, pick ups and understudy rehearsals exist for a reason: to help you.  USE THEM.  From my Stage Management Handbook:

Normally, understudy rehearsals are held once or twice a week.  As soon as the actors know their parts, it is best to run the show straight through and not spend a lot of time working on scenes, because understudies must keep up their stamina, honing their ability to play their roles from beginning to end.  This process is much like keeping an athlete in shape.  Occasionally, if an understudy is going to be going on for an extended period of time, the regular cast will join the rehearsal and run scenes and work out any special business or fights.  Furthermore, a tech/dress is usually scheduled the afternoon the substitute goes in.

Frankly, that is in an ideal world.  When things get non-union, they get less structured.  As an understudy, know your shit as quickly and as thoroughly as possible.  It will only benefit you.

Sometimes directors or theatres have a particular style that they must teach to the cast in order to stage the show.  These types of rehearsals are often held in workshop or classroom form and can range from text-based work to improvisation to teaching movement techniques to full-on dance class.  Typically the production team will prepare you for these types of rehearsals, but it’s important to mention them.  One of the best things you can do as an actor is be game and prepared for anything.

One of my favorite writers insists that it is best to start with gratitude.  I agree.  Right before you head into that first rehearsal, take a little moment of gratitude to be thankful you’ve been given this new opportunity, and to remember that for every role you are offered, there is a line of people who were also considered and who wanted it just as badly as you did.  The opportunity was handed to you.  You are its keeper.  It is a gift and a privilege.  Also be humbled by the knowledge that as wonderful and as talented as you are, you are replaceable.  You’ve got a golden ticket, Charlie Bucket.  Don’t throw it away.

Now.  You’ve got your supplies.  You’ve prepared.  The Floor is Swept.  Get in there, and knock ’em dead.

Oh!  I almost forgot the most important thing:

COFFEE.

Sing out, Louise,

Your Audition Coach

RESOURCE:  Check out my completely free Performer Checklist.  A very handy dandy tool for keeping yourself stocked and ready to go.

Coming up next– Stage Manage Yourself: Part Four – TECH WEEK


Ah, the audition.

The audition is a funny thing.  It’s two minutes.  Yet sometimes it’s a whole day.  If you count callbacks it can add up to weeks of engagement.  Sometimes auditions run late.  Other times they run early.   Not to mention the stress, rejection, and anxiety.  What should you bring?  What should you leave at home? Musicals, new work, revivals, straight plays, staged readings, conceptual shows…no two auditions are ever truly alike (although they do blend together).  How do you prepare when you don’t know what you are walking into?

The philosophy of the Stage Manage Yourself Series is:

  • Define your process. 
  • Create your ideal conditions. 
  • Have what you need.

Let’s start from the stage manager’s perspective.  According to my stage management handbook:

“The primary function of a stage manager during auditions is to prepare the space, making sure the room for the  audition is well lighted and that there is a place for the auditionees to wait and prepare or freshen up.  The stage manager should also maintain accurate lists for the director if there are appointments, and make signs and/or notices that will help people find the entrance to the room, studio, or theater.  Remember that this is a time when everyone involved is nervous and on edge – the creators are anxious that they might not find what they are looking for, and the performers are often tense about their auditions.  It is helpful to maintain a formal but calm air in your handling of both groups.  If you can, provide as much information as possible for the auditionees.  Perhaps print up a sheet that includes the production’s title, dates, creative staff, and- most important to auditionees- whom they will be meeting or performing for that day.

…Throughout the audition process, whether it is at the highest level of agent submissions and appointments, or a large group call, the stage manager can do much to help humanize and ease tensions.  Have water, tissues, and plenty of change for the phone available.  Treat people as courteously as possible, and try to avoid condescension when answering their questions.  Try to introduce each person individually whenever possible, after having checked the pronunciation for their name.  Double-check that they are ready; sometimes that one extra breath or straightening of clothing is necessary to give them the confidence to go out and put themselves on the line.

If actors are reading from the script, be sure they are absolutely clear about what section is to be read.  Sometimes the stage manager is called upon to read with the actor…Also indicate on the stage with tape where the actor should stand for the best light and acoustics.  The audition process will be the first contact you have with the future cast of your show, so let them see from the outset that stage management is well-organized, supportive and aware of the performer’s needs.”

The Back Stage Guide to Stage Management, 2nd Edition by Thomas A. Kelly (linked to 3rd ed)

(Allowing for the fact that my stage management handbook was published in 1999 and suggests change for the phone, know that this information is highly accurate.)

The first thing I want you to notice about that passage is this: We really are all in this thing together, aren’t we?  The production staff is nervous about seeing you just like you are nervous about seeing them.  It’s like one big group blind date.

Now let’s flip this on it’s head.

While this book insists it’s the stage manager and/or production staff’s responsibility to provide these items and information, sometimes they don’t.  Sometimes signals get crossed.  Sometimes the snow comes down in June.

How to Stage Manage Yourself at Auditions

1.  Find a place to wait and freshen up.  If you’ve auditioned in Chicago, that might be easier said than done.  Sometimes lobbies are small or non-existent.  So find out the audition location as soon as you can, and suss it out.  You don’t actually have to visit the location ahead of time.  Just ask around.  “Does this place have a bathroom?” Sometimes the answer is “Yeah, it’s in the restaurant down the street.”  It’s nice to have a mirror on hand in those cases.

2.  Once you get there, it’s fine to ask where you will be auditioning and how long (approximately) it will be before you go. So rather than wait for this information to come to you, it is fair game for you to politely seek it out. The key is in #3.

3.  Be polite.  Listen.  And don’t ask the same thing a million times.  Don’t irritate stage management or monitors.  They have a relationship with the director already.  They won’t hesitate to tell them you are a pain in the ass.  Or that you are late.  Sure, they might not, but they could.  Just keep your panties on.

4.  If an info sheet is not provided, try to find out the production’s dates including rehearsals and performances, creative staff and who you are auditioning for.  Sometimes this information is available on a theatre’s website or on a breakdown, but sometimes it’s not.  If the production staff doesn’t have answers for you, then they don’t. Don’t belabor it.

5.  Although it’s great if water and tissues are provided, it’s even greater to have your own.  Same with pens, pencils, and copies of sides.  Don’t assume that because you submitted your headshot and resume they won’t ask for another copy.  It’s not unheard of to show up and have them as for 5, one for each person at the table.  (See my Performer Checklist for additional items)

6.  If you are reading from sides, make sure you have the right ones and you are clear on when they begin and end.  (Most of the time, this is information you procure before you arrive.)  If you are sent sides via email, go ahead and ask if a copy of the script is available beforehand.  Worst case, they’ll say no.  If you are trying to get as much information as possible, there is no better information than the script.

7.  Stage management knows you are nervous.  They know what you are doing is not easy.  Believe it or not, 9 times out of 10, stage management loves actors and really do want to be their advocates.  You’ve got a friend.  Treat them like an ally deserves to be treated.  While I adore the book Audition by Michael Shurtleff (adore to the point of tatters and recommending it in most of my coaching) I disagree with him that the stage manager is part of the “enemy camp.”  I disagree because I’ve seen that proven wrong on many occasions.  Still, while they may be there to help you out, they aren’t your buddy and they have a complicated job to do.  Be nice.  Ask appropriate questions.  Then get out of their way.  Let them do their jobs.

8.  Once you are in the room, if it isn’t indicated, ask the folks behind the table where you should stand or at least start. Before anything else, your job is to be seen and heard.  Get all the information you can about doing that.

9.  Truly, this is like the first date for you and the production staff.  You really want to go on a second date, too.   Even if you know the director, the stage manager or anyone else, it’s the first date for this role, this production.  Have high standards for yourself and your performance, but also cut everyone (including you) a little slack.  Auditions are unnatural things at their heart.  Relax, go with the flow, and get what you need.

Special Situations

My Stage Management Handbook has a special section for dance auditions. I will cover that as well as a couple extra thoughts on musical auditions, or auditions where you will play an instrument or exhibit a special talent.

But let’s look at dance first.

“On a musical, there will often be large chorus dance auditions.  These take a great deal of organization to avoid chaos… groups of twenty or thirty dancers [go] into the audition space and learn a dance number with the choreographer. ..After teaching the combination or dance to a large group, the choreographer may dismiss some people and then start auditioning the smaller groups…this screening process will go on until  all the smaller groups have been seen, then those who have been asked to remain will return to learn what is usually a more extensive combination or dance number and perhaps to be seen individually as well…This may also be the time to hear the auditionees sing, and sometimes men will be called back in order to be paired with different women and vice versa.”

If you don’t know already, that can make for a long day.  For extended auditions such as dance calls, conference style and cattle calls, callbacks, open calls, and Equity crashes; if you aren’t prepared for a long day, you’re not doing all you can to help yourself be successful.  Packing a small snack, lots of water, dance shoes, dance clothes, a book or two (I like to knit.  It’s something to do, while still being alert) can be a life saver.  Ipads and smart phones have made this more bearable (I might add, bring a charger).

Prepare yourself, and be glad you’re doing theatre all day, even if it’s the tense part.  Also, think of your comfort.  It’s nice to have a sweater or a sweatshirt for overly air conditioned spaces, or for balling them up into a cushion when seating is limited.  I like to have a pair of flats or flip flops for when the heels or the dance shoes come off.  (I’m reading a book right now with a section on the joys of taking off a bra, but we won’t go that far.)  Think of a day long audition as a short, stationary road trip.  You might just need Twizzlers, the latest Cosmo, and a Coke Zero.  For a dance call, it’s best to be prepared for any genre from ballroom to tap.  Bring different styles of shoes.

If you don’t end up at the dance call and do your singing there, you will probably have an audition involving 16-32 bars.  As this is not a post on HOW to audition, but rather How to Make it easier on yourself, I will simply add that having a pitch pipe or a keyboard app, lots of water or tea, any sort of honey or throat lozenge, and well-marked music would be added onto your list of supplies.  Even if you aren’t a dancer, having a pair of dance shoes available is never a bad idea.  Although in Chicago it’s rare, they just might ask you to come back in and  learn a quick combination.

At this point, you are probably considering hiring a Uhaul just to get yourself in the door.  Remember, it’s not about bringing a LOT of stuff.  It’s about bringing the RIGHT stuff.  So to repeat:

  • Find out as much as you can ahead of time.
  • Know what YOU need personally and provide that for yourself.
  • Be flexible.

Check out the Performer Checklist for a comprehensive list of supplies actors often use in auditions.

Also, check out the Audition Tracker and Audition Journal for additional resources to help you organize your audition process.

Go get ’em, Tiger,

Your Audition Coach


I love the Stage Manager’s kit.  My heart flutters when I see that big ol’ tackle box on the first day of rehearsal.  I feel, I don’t know, protected.  Cared for.  Disaster proof (I used to volunteer for the Red Cross.)  I want to feel that way all the time.  Prepared.  In preparation lies freedom, my friends.  That is the whole purpose of this series I’m calling Stage Manage Yourself.  Freedom to do your job, be creative, and have all your talent and vulnerability and senses available. I’m about to go a little corporate-speak here but never forget I’m trying to make your creativity available to you with the least amount of stress possible.

People of the theatre often spend a lot of time in crisis mode, frazzled and overwhelmed.  We each do the work of ten people and feel like we are never completely on top of things.

So before you even walk out your door into the wide world of the life of the performing artist, ask yourself do you have everything you need?  I mean EVERYTHING.  I’m talking about your favorite pens and pencils.  Do you have your headshots and resumes? Do  you have your full breath support?   Do you have your body with you?  You actors know what I’m talking about.  Remember your training?  If you are anything like me the answer is: No.  I haven’t breathed in a few hours, I only have red pens, my resume is crinkled and I left my butt on a bus.

But before we get into that, let me tell you a little something about myself.

I am an actor, coach, and theatre person, however  I am also an executive assistant.  Like the character Peter in the movie Office Space, I have four bosses.

I do spend a lot of time saying things like:

Michael Bolton: PC load letter! What the f*ck does that mean?

OR

Milton Waddams: The ratio of people to cake is too big.

But I have learned a few things along the way.  My Four Bosses (the spinoff of My Two Dads) are pretty good at Getting Things Done.  Two things have stuck with me in particular that may help a more creative type keep their hectic lives together.

1.  I believe that (clutch your pearls) the business world can teach artists a few things.  These things have nothing to do with money.  Stay with me.

2.  Executives get what they need.

Let’s pretend, nay, let’s INSIST that you are, for our purposes today, Vice President of Performance Strategy for the You Corporation (ie An Actor).  How are you going to deliver?  The first thing a new executive does is assess their space and supplies.  Office furniture and accessories tout their ergonomic design.  But ergonomics can go far beyond keeping your spine aligned.

Ergonomic: adj. designed to minimize physical effort and discomfort, and hence maximize efficiency

This came up when I googled “ergonomic”

This is the theme of Stage Manage yourself.  Minimize physical effort and discomfort with smart preparation to maximize your efficiency.

In the world of theatre we pride ourselves on making do.  As well we should. I truly believe theatrical magic happens when resources are limited.  It’s more amazing to me to watch an effect made out of paper and strings than a bazillion dollar contraption.   There is a reason this scene from Apollo 13 is one of my favorites (ignore the super-imposed corporate jargon):

We excel at taking a flight suit, a plastic bag and a tube sock and making it into something amazing.  Great theatre and great performances are much more than the sum of their parts. So I must insist that what I’m about to tell you is not about spending.  It’s about being creative, which you’re already great at, so let’s get to it.

Get What You Need

One of my old bosses taught me a very valuable lesson: make your work space work for you.  She would arrange her desk and computer just so, buy an ergonomic chair and adjust to her perfectly, get the exact kind of Avery tabs she liked to use, the type of file folders she liked.  She wanted her phone handset to feel right.  She wanted her mousepad to be exactly what she was looking for.  Retrofits, new purchases, reworks.  Whatever it took.  And her space was the most highly functional office I’ve ever seen.  She was happy and efficient.  Executives get what they need so that they can do their jobs at the highest level possible. If you prefer gel pens and pink highlighters to red pens and post-it’s, then friend, get the gel pens and the pink highlighters.  If you like Duo lash glue over Ardell, if you like warming up with recitations of Shakespearean speeches instead of yoga, if you like gatorade instead of water, if you like headphones on instead of chatting with actors as you get ready.  Honey.  Do that.  Those are all tools.  Make do, but make it work.  You may not be at a theatre with unlimited resources.  Most of us don’t work in the world of private dressing rooms.  This isn’t about demanding that everyone meet your needs.  YOU need to meet your needs.

Certainly, in the corporate world, these requests can become ridiculous.  I remember an executive saying he couldn’t use the conference room we provided because it didn’t have enough natural light.  The room had SIX windows.  I wanted to offer him a nice breezy spot on the roof of the 30 floor building, with a free non-stop ticket by way of my foot up his ass, but the HR manager said I shouldn’t do that.  So the point is not to be fussy like Mr Pain in the Ass.  The point is to know what you need to get the job done like Ms. Efficient.  As actors, our work space isn’t a cubicle, but rather our own bodies and the space that body is in.  So what do you need?  Physically – top to toes, psychologically, professionally.  Really honestly what do you need?  How do you like to work?

GOALS:

NOT THIS

But THIS

SPACE

First, the space.  We will deal with the rehearsal and performance spaces in future posts.  For now, we focus on home.  Having a designated work space can be really helpful and even inspiring.  A place to put your research.  A place to pull out  a chair to practice your monologue.  A spot for your theatrical library.  Some of us musical theatre folk have pianos and keyboards.  Sheet music.  Office supplies.  Binders, dear God, the binders.  In this, the digital age, we need to be connected so whether you have a laptop, ipad or smart phone, it’s nice to have a place where you can sit down and respond to audition postings, read information from your stage manager, read pdf’s and do all the other sorts of things actors do  online.  We use lexicons, manuals, reference books, different editions and translations of plays, pencils, pens, highlighters, notebooks, tabs, binders, staplers, printers, paper, ink cartridges, labels, envelopes, stamps, hard drives, memory sticks, yoga videos, plastic bags, tupperware….It’s overwhelming to think about everything we do to keep our shit together as performers.  But if you can identify ALL the tools you use, you can always have them on hand.

We also need mental space.  We’ve got so much crammed in there.  Lines, dates, notes, callbacks…sometimes finding a place to meditate or just breath can do wonders.  Think Winnie the Pooh’s Thoughtful Spot.

Another space we use is our body.  What does your bod need?  What kind of shoes?  What kind of beverage? How much sleep?  Can you take a sick day to chill out?  Can you schedule in a nap?  What kind of food makes you feel better?  What makes you feel gross?

And finally the other space that is solely our own is what we use to transport this stuff.  Our bags, our bikes, our cars.  I have what I call “The Rehearsal Kit” but in reality, it’s a dopp kit built for someone who isn’t at home very much.  I have three to four of them and they are pretty much identical.  One goes in a bag with me to my day job.  One goes to rehearsal or the show.  One goes to auditions.  I expand on a fourth if I will be traveling.  I don’t do this because I’m crazy (jury’s still out).  I do this because I was sick of transferring and juggling between my different “lives”.  Screw it, said I.  And simplified. I know that seems like I was getting more complicated.  But it de-stressed me.  To me the definition of simplifying is making some easier and less stressful.  If that means purchasing three sample size deodorants instead of one, that’s what I’m going to do.  I will get to the contents of the rehearsal kit in a future post, but for now check out my free Performer Checklist to get you started.

DE-STRESS INSTEAD OF DISTRESS

This came up when I googled ‘prepared’

PERSONALIZE

Get basic first.  Think in in categories.

Sit down with a notebook and list EVERYTHING.  Even stuff you might not use.  You can edit later.  Just dump the contents of your brain onto paper.  Truly, what would make life easier for you as an actor?  Even write down the seemingly impossible.

Really think about how you could make everything easier in terms of commute, day job, homework, clothes,  food.

A word on food:  If you aren’t careful, being in a show can cost you more than you are getting paid.  By the time tech rolls around you’ve bought every meal, eaten bad choices, and generally don’t feel that great.  Think ahead.  Lots of quickie stuff that is healthy can be frozen, or prepackaged.  Maybe designate  a weekend morning to packing snacks to save you cash and help you feel better.  (In the future I’ll post cheap and easy on the go food ideas.)

A word on clothing:  the day job outfit, be it wait staff, office assistant, or teacher, does not often rehearsal wear make.  Try organizing outfits ahead of time, so you don’t even have to think when you are dragging your tired self out of bed on Thursday of tech week.  (I’ll do a post on clothes and theatrical attire in the future.)

You can see I’m talking about absolutely every area of your life.  A lot of work and organizing now, can make for much more fluid and relaxed auditions, rehearsals and performances later.  But the point is not to overwhelm.  I bring up many choices so that you can customize and make a crazy lifestyle work for you.

In solidarity,

Your Audition Coach.

Coming soon:  Stage Manage Yourself: Auditions


Stage Manager

When under the tutelage of a great stage manager, somehow everything seems right with the world.  The birds sing prettier, the sun shines a little brighter (or in my case, it goes behind a cloud a little more quickly.  I don’t do direct sunlight.), the Advil and number 2 pencils are abundant, and the breaks come at regular intervals.  A fantastic stage manager takes a production from good to great.  They are paragons.  They are rare.  Like the unicorn, they are wonderful and mysterious creatures, I don’t understand them yet I just love them.

Stage Manager

But.

The reality is we don’t always have access to the savvy motivated stage manager and their magic AND we don’t spend all of our time in shows and rehearsal, either.  Nor is the stage manager meant to be the actor’s personal assistant or advocate.   We spend much of our careers on our own, researching, auditioning, taking classes, running lines.  While the movie stars have their staff, most of us are left to our own organizational devices, schlepping our shit and trying not to lose our delicate and fragile minds or cause others to lose theirs.  I encourage you not to take advantage of the stage manager, nor bemoan their absence from your larger life,  but rather emulate them.

I encourage you not to take advantage of the stage manager,  nor bemoan their absence from your larger life, but rather emulate them.

They are artists, too.  There is a reason actors and stage managers are represented by the same union.  Their carefully and artfully timed cue is just as powerful as your own.  And they have to manage a crew at the same time.

Stage Manager

We juggle multiple projects, dayjobs, social lives (sort of), auditions, family.  It’s downright exhausting if not handled properly and let’s face it, we’ve all seen careers die just because actors didn’t want to juggle all of that anymore.  The passion died because they needed a nap, a drink, and a system.

I can’t nap or drink for you, but I can help with the system.

Stage Manage Yourself

Our good friend the stage manager is a miracle worker not because they are actually mythical and magical creatures with time bending powers and endless access to office supplies, but because they are organized and they have a plan.

As artists, we often labor under the idea that we will be forgiven our flightiness or odd behaviors because our creative genius is too valuable to lose.  Well, here’s the thing, there are a lot of creative geniuses who have their shit together.  The actor who habitually shows up late, doesn’t do the work, behaves badly or obliviously eventually stops being hired.

There are a lot of creative geniuses who have their shit together.

Even though combining the word “business” with “art” is somewhat taboo in the land of non profits and mission statements, allow me to encourage you to think of yourself as a small business.  A self-contained incorporation.  It’s not about looking at profit margins because lord knows there aren’t any.  It’s about asking who and what your team is, how it’s working for you, what you need to acquire, and what needs to go.   Agents, publicists, your repertoire, your wardrobe,your education, your reading material, the classes you take, your headshots, your resume, even the office supplies you choose are all working for you.  They are your employees.  How are they doing?  It might be time to have a staff meeting.

Before we dig full force into those larger areas – Girl, you need an executive assistant.

In theatre, we call them the Stage Manager.  And for your career?  It’s all you, baby.

I actually own a stage management handbook.  While I don’t use the chapter on rail plots or working with sound supervisors, I’ve found a way to use almost everything else.  Being self sufficient makes you easy to work with, gives you that soldierly sense of “Good to go.”  Anna Deveare Smith says the rehearsal room and stage are sacred spaces.  I agree. When the production staff sweeps and clears the stage or room in preparation for the creative work, it’s a ritual we need to respect and even emulate when it comes to our own process.  We need to do the work it takes to prepare what Peter Brook calls “The Empty Space.”

This whole creation is essentially subjective, and the dream is the theater where the dreamer is at once: scene, actor, prompter, stage manager, author, audience, and critic.” – Carl Jung

In this series of blog posts, I will give you an actor’s translation of a stage management handbook: strategies, systems, suggestions, and tools that will make life easier on you as a performer.  Easy as it is to make fun of us performers, it takes certain conditions to be able to stand in front of a bunch of strangers and dig down into the depths of your vulnerability, technique and talent.  The Back Stage Guide to Stage Management defines, in part, the job of the stage manager thusly, “…They establish a creative environment by combining the ability to prioritize and anticipate and solve problems, with calm sensitivity and grace under pressure.”  They have to do it for a team.  You only need to do it for you.

Define your process.  Create your ideal conditions.  Have what you need. 

Stay tuned for Part One: On the Home Front.  Coming soon.